One loses, as one grows older, something of the lightness of one’s dreams; one begins to take life up in both hands, and to care more for the fruit than the flower, and that is no great loss perhaps.

一个人随着年龄增长，梦想便不复轻盈，他开始用双手捧起生命，更看重果实而非花朵，这也许无可厚非，也并不算是什么损失。

———Yeats 叶芝

那一天，小酒，喝着喝着，就过量了。
时日里，情绪，平淡不惊，常人一个。
不晓得，酒精是在大脑里作祟还是在心里作祟，分泌地荷尔蒙直线下降，哭泣中咆哮了呢呢喃喃！
：到底，发生了什么❓为什么就我一个人不知道❗️
《词不达意》里，描述有，伱身边的环境，空无一人……
这是，真的。
落单一人后，孤孤寂寂了四个年头了，身边的确是空无一人，婚后，落单后，感觉身边的朋友都人间蒸发了似的～仅供浏览使用功能仅此而已了。莫名其妙地孤独感！
而后呢……仿佛，从《陈浩南》南哥后，成年人的追星开始了❗️[害羞][生病]翻看一页一页，嘻嘻，只有百度和多媒体才可以阅览到他们的相关信息[思考][偷笑]，这，应该是追星吧？网恋的条件都不足以达到～
捏捏嘞得个包的❗️每天云里雾里，似真似假，蒙蒙叉叉地度日消磨自愈猜疑确认……ing。还好，这人，神经不止大条，还缺了那根橡皮筋呢吧～要不，还真该去挂个什么医生医生找不到诊室门去了手术科看诊地号了。

反正呢，天天抱着我“老公”度日，神经缺不缺筋地笑过，哭过，伤心过，难过过……幸好呢，有些人和事真实不真实的。
总之，现在呢～再面对“老公”里，互联网地各种天马行空滴时候，逗比，冷漠，清醒……且好。

早安，黎明前的晚安。✌♥️

one day and the one day ，
one year and the one year。
happy have a day and times。

bay。

#外星人#
外星人也拯救不了美国。
More than one million people have now died of Covid-19 in the US since the pandemic's start, according to Tuesday data from Johns Hopkins University -- a reminder the pandemic is not over even as much of the country pushes to move away from Covid-19 measures.
"To heal, we must remember," the President said in a statement. "We must remain vigilant against this pandemic and do everything we can to save as many lives as possible."