#黄霄云[超话]##正能量歌手黄霄云##黄霄云好美#
“你是我，一首唱不完的歌”
Looking at your eyes
So cold and deep
I try to figure out your heart
But there's only mystery
The pain you hide within
The love you never show
I try to draw your heart
But I don't know where to start
The colors are all so faded
The lines are all so blurred
I try to paint your heart
But it's already been hurt
Your smile is like a mask
Hiding all the pain
I try to see behind it
But it's all in vain
The tears that you have shed
The love that you have lost
I try to understand it
But it's all a cost
Your heart is like a puzzle
That I can't seem to solve
I try to put it together
But it keeps falling apart
The pieces that are missing
The memories that are gone
I try to find them
But they're lost and alone
Your heart is a mystery
That I will never know
I try to draw it
But it will always show.
@黄霄雲 @好想吃面包蛋糕芝士

答辩准备着准备着突然把阴暗面搞出来了，冲着澡脑子里想到，我的好朋友们好像都是我“抢”过来的。

作为一个总在跨越地域的学生（我目前为止人生大多数时候的身份），小学、初中、高中、大学，每一次新到一个地方我总是从一个人开始。细想现在身边最好的朋友们，她们一开始都已经有了自己最好的朋友，而随着时间过去，交往渐密，比起更早进入她们生活的朋友们，我变成了看起来更加重要的、不可或缺的朋友。或者说我们同时认识的人，她们曾经更加要好，而现在和我“一丘之貉”。

不知道这算不算一种抹黑，时间让曾经的朋友们漏出面目可憎的时刻，这些连绵起伏却不突兀的瞬间一步步把她们更推向我。（当然，我也很开心，她们中仍然有不少也保持着亲密的关系）

细想原因，我不知道是自己在亲密关系上摸爬滚打，一点点靠近自我满意的样子，为我吸引来了人生中的这些好朋友？还是我总在无意识参照、修正她们的相处之道，成为超越他人的与朋友们契合的模样？或者说人与人的关系就像这样，她们人生的列车总停靠在不同站点，乘客上上下下，但我非常固执，总在补票，总暗戳戳地往一等座蹿，竟然也生出了一些自傲的心思。

真要更加自恋的说，像TS女士的歌词：All of the I met before, make me the one my friends falling for.

但我也想装酷地说：No one wanted to play with me as a little kid, so I’ve been scheming like a criminal ever since, to make them love me and make it seem effortless, this is the first time I’ve felt the need to confess.

献上另外一支爱尔兰乐队的歌，
这是我对汤姆克鲁斯先生最深的祝福。

你已不朽，
你就和这首歌一样、和你的所有作品一样，
永远年轻、永远灿烂、永远闪耀。

I had a dream，
我有一个梦想，
Strange it may seem，
尽管看来很奇怪，
It was my perfect day，
我愿完美每一天，
Open my eyes，
擦亮双眼，
Birds in the sky，
鸟儿在高空翱翔，
They look so high，
它们飞得好高，
I feel the breeze，
微风拂面，
I feel at ease，
感觉告诉我，
It is my perfect day，
这是我完美的一天，
Hope you'll never grow old，
愿你青春永驻，
I hope you'll stay，
我希望你，
Forever young，
永远年轻。